Palam :)

Palam reminds me of Kolkata. This place is so much like the place I belong to. The loud horns of Auto, the usual political rallies, the small lanes, little tea shops at every nook and corner, the so called gupshup or "adda" is so much like my city :)
The aroma of Jalebis is so killer in this scenario. I so much rediscovered Kolkata in suburban Delhi.

You are nothing to me....

You came like wind
and swayed me away
you broke my heart
into pieces right at the end
and I had nothing to say.

You left me all in tears
and in a state of depression
you changed my life, my thoughts
and obviously your impression

I turned back and thought
that you had bad times too
I decided to forgive and fall again
in love with you...

But again you threw and
dumped me at the corner,
This time, I broke down
and again I had nothing to say.
I thought I will forgive you
whatever comes may...

I did try to forget the devil
who broke my heart,
try to forget the apathetic stone
who left me alone,
try to forget the demon
but realised we were besties
Weren't we????
Didn't we promise each other
to be there forever??

But now after a lot of bitterness
I'm sorry you lost your friend.
I tried to be good and forgave you
My hand did I lend
to you whenever you needed me
as your5 ever lasting friend.

You played, enjoyed and then dumped me
thinking she'd still love me.
But alas! I now am strong
enough to forgive thee.

I have now forgotten you,
your songs, your smiles and your care.
Please don't come back to me.
Please don't you dare!!!

My heart's shattered
beats are clattered
everything's now very shallow...
Going back just haunts me now
my past is now hollow....

May God forgive you for what you've done
May He accepts your apology.
But, as far as I am concerned,
Please do leave me.

I want to live the carefree life
I used to have
Enjoy the freedom,
I loved to have.

I want again to be the cheerful one
with more happiness and less sorrow
It want it now to happen
who waits for tomorrow...!!!

AnDy

A Second Thought

Friend not taking you seriously
not talking to you properly
Give this friendship a second thought

You fail in your exams
you are confused about your career
Give your course a second thought

You are unwell
and the medicines given aren't working
Give the doctor a second thought,

Have we ever given a second thought
to the whole idea of second thought?
Why can't we give it JUST A THOUGHT
and pledge to work rationally?

Why can't we pledge to ourselves on not giving
ourselves chances to give everything a second thought?

Stop, Think and then Act!!!!!!!
You'll surely not give it a second thought!!!!
WILL YOU!!??!!

Thinking of YOU...

When I am low
When I feel bad
When I am thinking the hell about life
I think of you and I am no longer sad...

When someone teases me
When someone breaks my trust
When someone cheats and breaks my heart
I think of you and I regain my lust...

When I am happy and joyful
and have nobody to share
When I want to celebrate
I think of you and you show your love and care...

When I am frightened
and am totally scared
When I need someone to hear
I think of you and you wipe out my fear...

Now you can understand your
space in my heart, mind and life
You may now realize how much I love you..
Please don't leave me for heaven's sake..
Please!!! This is a promise you've to make....

Cross Roads...

Almost 18 years old, I stand
on a crossroad, on a roadside
which will decide my fate
Whether I'll fail or will I be great?

On this stand, a flash of memories pass by
The times I have been successful
The times I have miserably failed
The times I have lifted myself
The times I told myself that success is the top most shelf...

On this cross road when I stand
with fog, mist yet bright surrounding
I see no reason to elope
B'coz I think I saw a new ray of hope

Courage is not being fearless but facing the fear
This is my resolution for the upcoming year...

Not to do what pleases me that moment but what pleases in the future...
Not to wait for the next day for what the heart asks now!!!
No IFs!! No BUTs and absolutely No HOWs!!!!

But the road I'll choose
will be the one less travelled...
so that the people around me
are left totally baffled...
Rest I leave upon the Lord up in the sky
to let me enjoy and fly really high..!!!!

MY ANGEL OF LOVE...

My angel, my doll, my sweetheart was born as a bundle of joy for me and my parents on 21st of June, 1998. My grand mom always wanted a grand son who'd be just like my father - genius and ever disciplined. But I always wanted a sister to play and grow up with. Whenever people used to ask me the reason for me to ask for a sister. I would just say - I just need a sister to be around. They tempted me by saying that if I had a brother, I would get a lot of gifts on Raksha Bandhan and Bhai Phota but I didn't pay heed at all. Finally, she arrived on a water logged Sunday in Mira Memorial Hospital under Dr. Shubroto Chaterjee. I couldn't meet my angel on the very first day because of the unfavourable road condition in Kolkata. I met her on 22nd morning and touched her tiny little fingers and felt like heaven. I felt as if all my wishes had come true in that one single day. She was born on a rainy day and hence was nicknamed "Barsha". But according to me, she was one of the fairest babies and I decided to name her "farsha" (meaning fair). She was a perfect partner for all my michieves and gradually became my best friend. After spending 12 years of my life with her, I would say - TuM HO TOH
GAATA HAI DIL
TuM NAHIN
TOH GEet kAHAN
TuM HO TOH
HAI SAB HAASIL
TuM NAHIN TOH kYA HAI YAHAN
TuM HO TOH HAI.
SAPNON kE JAISA. HASEEN Ek SAMAA
JO TuM HO TOH
YE LAGTA HAI
ke MIl. GAYEE HAr kHuSHI
JO TuM NA HO
YE LAQTA HAI
kE HAr khushi MEIN kAMEE
TuM kO HAI MAANGtl YE ZINDAGI
TuM HO TOH
RAAHEIN BHI HAIN
TuM NAHIN
TOH RASTEY kAHAN
TuM HO TOH
YAHAN SAB HI HAIN
TuM NAHIN
TOH kYA HAI YAHAN
TuM HO TOH HAI HAR
EX pAl MEHERBAAN YE
JAHAAN ...

Love u Rim!!! U ROCK!!!

The chick and the duckling

A chick and a duckling were best friends. Whatever the duckling did, the chick followed blindly. Once the duckling went to a pool and said, "See I am swimming". "Me too" said the chick and jumped into the water. The chick started drowning and shouted "help! help!". The duckling helped her out.

MORAL: We should not follow others blindly.

Let People go to hell......

People say I'm still kiddish,
But I prefer
being a tension free kid than being a complex minded adult

People say I'm immature
But I prefer
being immature child than being a mature adult
who finds various reasons to look down upon someone.

People say I'm emotional,
It's because I prefer to shed out my feelings to feel relieved than to bottle it up inside killing me from within.

I'm the master of my own character and
I don't blame anyone for making me like this because I choose my life...

Things I'll miss in *2010-11* batch...

Anda's fundas
Ishita's Bong connection
Mishika's sisterly love
Apeksha at Concoction
Neha's care
Kanishka's dare
Porny's cricket
Vibha shouting for wickets
The beautiful Radhika
The stunning Gayatri
the cool Ishani
and ofcourse our nightingale Ipsi...

My wish - true love

I wish I had someone to ask about me,
Someone to love me more than myself.
Someone to care for me when I'm low,
Someone with whom I'd be totally free

When I get that person in front of me
I know I won't be able to sop myself from loving him
I know I won't ever miss you bcoz I'll again fall in love
But this time, it'll be true...

Life and its essence..

Strange life
Strange dreams
Strange people, I meet evryday.
Some are familiar among the absolute unfamiliar lot....

Ups and downs
Pros and cons
Dreams and nightmares
Love and hatred
Friends and foes
Whatever they are....

They are the elements of life...

True Friends..

There are people whom you love
There are people who love you
There are people whom you care for
There are people who care for you

There are people whom you love to be around
There are people who love you being around.

But there are certain people in your life
where they are hurt bcoz you got hurt
they cry bcoz you are sad
they dance bcoz you are happy
they scream bcoz you are scared
these people are your true friends....
Value them and their emotions...

To Shammi Kapoor with love

Ye chand sa roshan chehra
Ye zulfo ka rang sunhera
Ye jheel si neeli aankhien
Koi raaz hain inme gehra
Tareef karoon kya uski jisne tumhe banaya

We all know that Shammi Kapoor’s not physically for us anymore. But this romantic and ultra handsome actor will be there in our hearts for ever and ever. This Elvis Presley of India was born to legendary actor Prithviraj Kapoor on 21st October, 1931. Born Shamsher Raj Kapoor, he later became the ‘sher’ of Indian silver screenin 1960s. Brother of legendary actors Raj Kapoor and Shashi Kapoor, he didn’t have to struggle much to enter the silver screen. He debuted with a serious role with the film “Jeevan Jyoti” in 1953. But with Filmstan’s Nasir Hussain directed “Tumsa Nahi Dekha” opposite Ameeta and “Dil Deke Dekho” with Asha Parekh, he attained the image of a light hearted stylish playboy.

Tall, athletic, lively, fair complexioned, green eyed with handsome features Shammi soon became a heart throb and his good looks and physique complemented his image. When asked to recall her favourite romantic hero, my 65 year old naani has noone except Shammi Kapoor’s name on her lips. Even 33 year old Mrs. Parul Joshi is a die hard fan of this superstar. My friend Jyotsna is also a Shammi - maniac. The amazing fan following of this incomparable and veteran actor proves that he’s evergreen.

Once when asked about the new and latest romantic icons on the silver screen and who would he prefer to act in his remakes, Shammi Kapoor jokingly commented, “If someone was to remake my films in this decade, I think Emraan Hashmi would play my part the best.”

With Junglee, his new image cemented and his subsequent films followed the same genre. He particularly chose Md. Rafi as his playback. Some of his well known tracks include ’Sar par topi lal’, ‘Lal chhadi maidan khari’, ‘Ae haseena zulfo wali’, ‘Bar baar dekho’ etc. His last appearance was in the movie sandwich in the 2006 where he acted alongside his grandnephew Ranbir Kapoor.

In 1974, he donned the hat of a director and made films like Manoranjan and Bundal Baaz. Although both the films didn’t hit the box office, they got critical acclamations.

Film director Shakti Samanta once quoted in an interview, “I found Shammi to be thoroughly a good man. Even in his hey days, he was humble.”

Other than films, he was a self confessed gizmo freak. He was the founder of Internet Users Community in India (IUCI). He also played a pivotal role in setting up Ethical Hackers’ Association.

For all his contributions to the civil society, he was aptly awarded the “Living Legend Award” by the Federation of Indian Chamber of Commerce and Industry (FICCI) in 2009.

As we approach his 80th birthday this October, I dedicate a line from his film “Tumsa Nahi Dekha” to him – ‘Yun toh humne lakh haseen dekhe hain, tumsa nahi dekha.’

My first love

Don't know how to describe that feeling
Felt like I've everything in this world
Felt like I don't need anything else.....
Simply felt like heaven

That moment I came to know how much I love you
That moment when I leaned on your shoulder....

AnDy

My New Friend

People come and people go
They make certain impressions
Sometimes great and sometimes low
Sometimes it reduces, sometimes it grows...

A month passed now
I met someone just opposite to me
Rarely outspoken, rarely forthright
Don't know how things got upright...

Noopur is what she's named
Somehow she's lowly spoken and lowly famed
Opposites attract I knew
But now I experienced

Everyday we sit and chat
If not notes, this and that
She knows a bit about me
as I too do.
She understands me a lot
which I think I too do

We're same yet so different
We're together yet so separate
Well, this's my new friendship
and I fell it's simply great....

AnDy

Lost friend

One fine morning while recollecting my girlhood days
I met my friend in my thoughts..
Plump, cute and sweet as me
Everyone called me Srotoswini..

Brought up almost similar by our parents
We grew up to be same
Played, studied and fought together
and now we are waiting for each other...

I wait that she'll call or message
she awaits my texts and call
Eight months have passed
and we hardly spoke...

Finally desparate I sat down to thoughts
The way she loved paintings
The way she loved to complain
The way she carried herself
But alas! in vain

I lost contact with my first best friend
I just hope she's happy and merry wherever she can be..
I just hope she wishes the same and also misses me....

AnDy

LOVE - ?

Well.. Got a thought that what is love??
From ancient Paper rolls tied to doves

Then comes the idea of poems and couplets
Clean and pure water as dew droplets

Then comes the idea of "guns" and "roses"
Couples sitting and making poses

Then sitting in gardens hand in hand
Time flies like desert's sand

Finally the idea of dump and throw
Stick to one and lets others go

Is this love?
Is this the creation and emotion of God?
The dump ideas, the roses, the couplets and the messages in dove??

For me, love is friend beyond friendship
Clouds beyond rain
Life beyond happiness
and devoid of pain

Love is wonderful
Love is dream
Love is heaven
Love is free......

The second one....

My life was a lifeless hell
You came and everything changed...
Love was no longer just having a boyfriend
You taught me that you can even love a friend
We started with sms chats and sharing joys
continued that for a month...
before we heard each other's voice..
This and that... What not
Kahalgaon days, St. Joseph's memories
Victories we celebrated and fights we fought
Couple of months passed and we were inseparables
clicked photos and wrote parables...
Can't see each other's pains and sorrows
Balance was nil and thus waited for tomorrows
Rahul - Anjali, Jai - Aditi are nothing in front of us..
bcoz we know to keep our relations and we don't create fuss...
That's the essence of our friendship which you already know
I do care and you too do and that does show....

AnDy

Feel so cool when I say am in office

It has been a couple of days since I joined Live India News Channel as an intern. The work atmosphere is totally different from the school or college or home environment. The seniors are really nice and supporting. It is really exciting to see videos get edited, programmes being planned to be aired and what not. Learning these things from people who have been doing it since a really long time is a different feeling all together. When your own batch mates and class mates call you and you reply "I am in office. Call you when I reach home." According to me, it's so cool to say that. I feel different and good. This feeling is ESCATIC and even sometimes undefined. I hope to learn a lot more in these coming 10 - 12 days.
YO!! \m/

AnDy

Banglaaye lekha amaar koyekta lines...

Chhap chhap joler koto awaaj...
Bari cholo...baaki achhe kaaj...
khar kotha je shuni tum bolo aaj...
Mone e uthlo aaj brishtir jahaaj :)

Chhobir praane dekhe matal holo mon... koto gaach koto lok jon.... Pataar shatthe taal melate korchhe ichhe.... Ei toh khayal e ashchhe jachhe...

Gaach pala gulo jeno khelar jonne dakchhe hawa ke... Luko churir khela... kokhono eikhane...kokhono oikhane...lukaanor shotte khuje nichhe hawa ta pata gulo ke

Shobuj Paatar maajhe... emon ekta gaan joriye paakhi ra ja raag shedhechhe... shei gaane mon trahi trahi maachiye hahakar kore uthechhe...ei dhara

Shaaramoy kemon ekta adbhut golpo joriye achhe mone hoye... Mone hoye protyek ta jinish er pichhone ekta kahini baahir hovar cheshta korchhe...

Raastaye rickshawar daak...gali te feriwaalaar haak.... Auto or Bon bon shobdo... Jaha te giye mon hoye jobdo.. taai holo Kolkata...:)

Brishti te bheshe jaye dhara... Aakash pane chhap chhape jal bhara... Kokhono je shobuj kokhonpo ba laal... Tamon shoundarjo ei maati bhara gulaal..:):)

Trishnaye kandichhe dhara...
Chhilo je eta jole te bhara....
Prithivi jeno korchhe hahakar...
shudhu jeno bolchhe baar baar
"aaye brishti jhepe, dhaan debo mepe."

An Ode to my BEST FRIEND....

I wanna hear you the whole night...
I wanna tell how much you mean to me....
When you laugh like a kid, happy I ought to be
You are my wings which help me fly upto the horizon
You are the story which's complete when I'm done
You are my best bud, my life, my soul
You are the one who's the reason behind all my laughs and smiles
You are the one who'll walk along a thousand miles
Thanks for being a part of me
I am indebted to you honey and I ought to be
Lots of luv...♥ ♥

When you're gone.....

When you're gone leaving behind the memories of sweet and innocent fights
When you're gone leaving behind the cute smile of yours just in front of me
When you're gone for good for both of us to have a glimpse of a secure future
When you're gone I assure my presence though not physical for thee

When you're back, you'll see your lovely little bride waiting at your doorstep
When you're back, you'll see your love shedding tears of grace
When you're back, I assure you I won't complain for you were gone.
When you're back, I assure you a warm and welcoming face.

Happy Birthday Archit

Birthday is the time to rejoice and time to share joy
Time to celebrate and time to enjoy.
A friend like you should deserve the best in life
A successful career, a BMW, a beautiful and dutiful wife.
A friend like you is hard to find
A friend who cares
A friend who loves
A friend who dares
to catch your dreams and make it true
A friend is sweet just like you.
Wishing you a very happy birthday
and I'll surely pray
for your success and well being
and may life bring
a lot of memories and surprises for YOU
for friends like YOU are seriously few.....


LOTS OF LOVE and HUG

ANU

Think of Me....

When there's darkness and noone seems to care,
Think of me and I'll be there.

When you're happy and want to celebrate
But noone around feels as much great
Think of me and I'll be there.

When you are low and days are bad
when everything's wrong and you're sad
Think of me and I'll be there.

When you are proud and want to share
But noone around appreciates your dare
Think of me and I'll be there.

In short, my friend, you are special for me
and will always be.
Thus, when you need a friend,
Just think of me.

Other side of FANDOM

I always thought only famous people or celebrities have fans but the amount of calls and messages I get from unknown numbers are gradually amounting to a heap. I always thought it's good to be famous.But now... It's a strict NO NO!!!! I can't handle this form Fandom!!! I am happy with 1,153 Facebook friends and 8 followers on Twitter.
GOD Please rescue!!! I need u!!!
Your Own Child
Anindita

I am CoNfUsEd!!!

Getting bored... finally sat down to write
But sadly I don't have any topic to start the work.
Should I write about what's wrong in the system or what's right?
Should I write about a dream?
or Should I write a fantasy
like a land which no one has ever seen?

I finally thought of writing about the feelings of solitude
the sweet and awesome attitude
that one needs to understand.
It may be low, it also may be grand.
I finally saw 'me' in that feeling
in spite of the class around me,
I saw no one around..

Am I schizophrenic?
Am I hallucinating?
Oh my God! It's so confusing!!

I just hope I'm only confused
and the feelings diffuse

O God! solve my confusion
Don't lead it to be an illusion.
Help me! help me out of this!!
It would then be an eternal bliss...

17th Feb 2011

PerCePtioNs

When people say I'm perfect
I find them crazy.
When the same people say life's difficult
I find it easy.

When people lie and find reason to kill
I find them horrible and difficult to deal.
When people say bad and abuse from back,
I find out the guts or courage they lack.

People are so complex and think they are simple
I find them dramatic and they give me goosepimple.

Why these drama?
Why these nuisances?

STOP IT NOW! ACT ACCORDING TO YOUR OWN SENSES!!!

27 January 2011

Past Memories

While walking down the path of school
I remembered the people, I remembered the rules
I pondered how time flies
After a while, I had tears in my eyes

The school gave me nothing but something
Something that's better than the nothing
A bunch of friend, a host of memories
The classes we bunked, the ones we got frees

There was an usual heaviness in my heart
For I was leving and it was the time to part.
With the library which I'll miss a lot
The happiness I shared, the fights I fought.
The times I sat alone and cried
The times I shared my victory with pride

I'll miss, yes I'll miss the school
I'll miss its people and I'll miss it's rules!!

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