My Latest Crush...

When I made you my love interest
mom didn't mind this time.
She believes I'm in good company
I agree.
You are indeed a wonderful companion
My friend, philosopher, guide
You are everything to me.
It was not love at first sight though,
I met you almost 20 years ago.
But, there was something
which stopped me from loving you.
Even Mom and Dad love you,
Rimjhim is slowly adjusting and falling in love with you,
She's almost there.
Sometimes I think what would happen
if I embrace you one night and sleep with you?
or can't I just keep my head on you
and sleep very peacefully?
I know now that my love for you
will last forever.
I know you'll always be close to me
'coz you are the best gift by Gutenberg to mankind.

Bcoz life goes on...

I always thought I will cross the dark woods
holding your hand firmly and finally
succeed in life in your arms.
But God took you
away from me
away fro everybody.

I always thought life had a
beautiful meaning and an ambition ahead
with you being a part of it.
And although God took you
away from me
away from everybody
I will now add colours of my own
and create a new meaning to it.
Just for us.

I always thought love is pure
love is happiness
But God took you
away from me
away from every body
and I learnt that the most
important thing in love was sacrifice.

You went away
but didn't even tell me once....
Why?
Why did you do this to me?
Anyways I loved you y'day, I love you today
and of course, I'll love you forever.

Will you too love me?

I miss you every time I breathe,
I miss you every time my heart beats.
I miss you when I smile.
I miss you when I cry.
I miss you every now and then.

Do you ever miss me?

I know you once said
"miss the people you want to miss in life"
But you've always been a part of me
Still something within feels hollow
Something within me is empty.
May be you have my heart and soul in you.
May be, that's why, phew.....
I am feeling light and am feeling free.
May be that's why I am empty...

Anyways, keep my heart ad soul safe
as you have been doing...
And I then promise you one thing
I will keep OUR life going.....

Broken

You came to me
and asked me to wait
wait until darkness lingers
wait until dusk's arrived
I waited for you
overnight
on the bridge
with stars streaming up there
Felt cold
Felt hurt
you promised you'd come
But you didn't
you said love was equivalent to me
but you left me alone in darkness,
in cold on the bridge
Tears rolled down
But who cares?
You did, I know
But, what about now?
Am I not the one for you?
Did I do something wrong?
Memories lingered till dusk
through the breaking dawn.
I am hurt,
I am leaving,
Now, don't you come
to apologise
to justify your absence
I am okay
I don't need your presence
Leave me alone
Leave me in the dark
Leave me
B'coz I don't need you
B'coz there's no more spark
left in the "love" between you & me
Leave me with my shadow
Leave me,
Now, I don't care for thee...

Night Sky

Bright sky,
full of sparkling twinkling stars,
gazing at you,
shining at me.
Silver foil wrapped moon,
seems as the silver dish,
serving charm the beautiful faces.
Watching you
Looking at me
The galaxy full of fireballs
air filled meteors
gas filled asteroids
all of them form the sky,
the dark sky,
the night sky..

I wish I had a Brother!

Whenever I think of you
no picture comes to my mind
but only a host of things
which I always wanted you to do with me and Rimjhim
a host of things which I might have expected from you.
After all you were my brother
My soul
My blood
But unfortunately God had other plans.
Maybe he wanted me to be more strong
Maybe he wanted me to be tough.
Bhai, your did misses you tonnes
Wish you could come back!
Wish you were here with us.
Wish you could protect me against all stalkers,
Wish you were my perfect mischief partner.
But anyways, I always believe you are here.
With me, Maa, Baba and Rimjhim
as the fifth member of our family
Please take care of yourself
Bcoz you don't have me up there
to protect you when you're naughty
to punish when you're wrong
to celebrate your success
to congratulate you when you do something good.
At last, I'd say
I love you lots and I miss you....

Ek Nayi Seekh

Ek nanhi chidiya nikal chali
ghonsle se door gagan ki chhao mein
Pharpharayi, tharrayi,
par tab bhi naa himmat haari wo
Pankh failakar
Latak Jhatak kar
Thoda sa ghabrayi wo
Maa ki yaad lekar fir se
ek koshish lagayi wo
Uche gagan mein
Neele aasmaan mein
Ek naya sthan banayi wo...

Aise hi agar
hum bhi dat jaye apne raho me
koi naa rok paayega
Aise hi agar
Hum bhi naa haare himmat
koi naa haraa payega

Ek chhalang lagaye imaan ka
Dil aasmaan chhu jayega!

Palam :)

Palam reminds me of Kolkata. This place is so much like the place I belong to. The loud horns of Auto, the usual political rallies, the small lanes, little tea shops at every nook and corner, the so called gupshup or "adda" is so much like my city :)
The aroma of Jalebis is so killer in this scenario. I so much rediscovered Kolkata in suburban Delhi.

You are nothing to me....

You came like wind
and swayed me away
you broke my heart
into pieces right at the end
and I had nothing to say.

You left me all in tears
and in a state of depression
you changed my life, my thoughts
and obviously your impression

I turned back and thought
that you had bad times too
I decided to forgive and fall again
in love with you...

But again you threw and
dumped me at the corner,
This time, I broke down
and again I had nothing to say.
I thought I will forgive you
whatever comes may...

I did try to forget the devil
who broke my heart,
try to forget the apathetic stone
who left me alone,
try to forget the demon
but realised we were besties
Weren't we????
Didn't we promise each other
to be there forever??

But now after a lot of bitterness
I'm sorry you lost your friend.
I tried to be good and forgave you
My hand did I lend
to you whenever you needed me
as your5 ever lasting friend.

You played, enjoyed and then dumped me
thinking she'd still love me.
But alas! I now am strong
enough to forgive thee.

I have now forgotten you,
your songs, your smiles and your care.
Please don't come back to me.
Please don't you dare!!!

My heart's shattered
beats are clattered
everything's now very shallow...
Going back just haunts me now
my past is now hollow....

May God forgive you for what you've done
May He accepts your apology.
But, as far as I am concerned,
Please do leave me.

I want to live the carefree life
I used to have
Enjoy the freedom,
I loved to have.

I want again to be the cheerful one
with more happiness and less sorrow
It want it now to happen
who waits for tomorrow...!!!

AnDy

A Second Thought

Friend not taking you seriously
not talking to you properly
Give this friendship a second thought

You fail in your exams
you are confused about your career
Give your course a second thought

You are unwell
and the medicines given aren't working
Give the doctor a second thought,

Have we ever given a second thought
to the whole idea of second thought?
Why can't we give it JUST A THOUGHT
and pledge to work rationally?

Why can't we pledge to ourselves on not giving
ourselves chances to give everything a second thought?

Stop, Think and then Act!!!!!!!
You'll surely not give it a second thought!!!!
WILL YOU!!??!!

Thinking of YOU...

When I am low
When I feel bad
When I am thinking the hell about life
I think of you and I am no longer sad...

When someone teases me
When someone breaks my trust
When someone cheats and breaks my heart
I think of you and I regain my lust...

When I am happy and joyful
and have nobody to share
When I want to celebrate
I think of you and you show your love and care...

When I am frightened
and am totally scared
When I need someone to hear
I think of you and you wipe out my fear...

Now you can understand your
space in my heart, mind and life
You may now realize how much I love you..
Please don't leave me for heaven's sake..
Please!!! This is a promise you've to make....